Monday, March 8, 2010

My Soul Is Starving

My soul is starving for the freedom to create!
Create something original with no constrictions.
Working for someone else is just that. 
Working.
There are so many limitations....
I feel as though I am hand cuffed.
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I am not used to this
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When you have your own design firm,
the only limitations on your creativity 
are the ones you choose to set into place.
I had none. 
The limitations that I did have were the result of 
the capabilities of a workroom or manufacturer. 
'Design' is the air I breath.
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So.....since I am working for someone else....
My soul is starving to death.
 I have very little free time....
So, I have decided to start painting again....
"I need to feed."
If  I have been M.I.A. for a few days 
it's because I was preparing a canvas or two.
I am going to attempt the picture at the top of this post.
In addition... 
last night I thought I was witnessing 
the end of my 'ex' mother-in laws life.
It was very scary, and very real. 
But she is fine today....
like nothing ever happened.

Life is so fragile and so weird.

So....how are you guys doing?
Anything new?

XX's and hugs
rf





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